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  “Congratulations.” Brunel gave Jacob an appreciative nod. His accent didn’t at all sound Lotharainian.

  Behind them, torpedoes were being loaded on board. They’d shred any wooden hull like paper.

  Cunningham’s eyes followed Jacob as he bade the men farewell. Brunel, however, had already turned his attention to the ship again. Albion’s new magician.

  Relief and disappointment. An old hope, all but forgotten. Jacob barely saw where he was walking. Barrels, ropes, crates...everything around him was blurred like his face on the dark glass of the mirror. ‘Look at that, Jacob. This bridge is weightless and as perfect as a spider’s web—but it’s made of iron.’ Did he even remember what his father looked like? He remembered his voice, the hands that had lifted him onto the desk so he could touch the model planes that hung above it.

  “Jacob!”

  Someone grabbed his arm. Fox.

  “The outfitter wanted a fortune.” She shot a furtive glance at the sailors hauling sacks of coal to the Titania’s cargo hatch. “I only had enough for one uniform. Have you found a way to get us on board?”

  Damn. He’d found out nothing. He’d so lost himself in memories that he had nearly forgotten he soon would have no future.

  “What’s with you?” Fox looked worried. “Did something happen?”

  “No. Nothing.” And that was the truth. Nothing had happened. He’d seen a ghost, the same ghost he kept stumbling after in his dreams. It was high time he buried not just his mother but also his father. He’d thought he’d done so already.

  He took the bundled uniform off Fox. A few sailors were staring so openly at her that Jacob gave them a sharp look. “How will you get on board?”

  Fox shrugged. “I’ll let the vixen find a way.”

  “That’s too dangerous.”

  “Mister Reckless?”

  Jacob turned around. He’d expected Brunel’s slender face, but it was Cunningham who was standing behind him.

  The officer bowed stiffly to Fox and gave Jacob a slightly awkward smile. “We...eh...only set to sea in an hour. I would like to introduce you to our captain. I’m sure he’d find some of your adventures very interesting.”

  Jacob quickly had a polite refusal on the tip of his tongue, but Fox interceded. “Which ship do you serve on, Mr. Cunningham?”

  Cunningham pointed behind him. “The Titania. We’re escorting a shipment of arms to Flanders. We sail at sunset.”

  Fox gave Cunningham her most seductive smile. “It will be our pleasure,” she said, taking the bundle with the uniform from Jacob’s arms and quickly hiding it behind her back.

  Cunningham’s bearded face beamed with delight, and Jacob sent a silent apology to all the reporters he’d ever cursed for the lies and exaggerations they had published about him.

  “Certainly,” he said. “We’re in no rush. I wouldn’t even mind coming along for the whole journey. I love going on voyages.” A more brazen lie had never left his lips.

  Cunningham looked as though he couldn’t believe his luck.

  ***

  The captain of the Titania shared his first officer’s passion for treasure hunting. He put them up in the cabin the King himself used whenever he paid a visit to his flagship. When Cunningham introduced them as Jacob Reckless and wife, Jacob had to explain that Fox was only blushing because they hadn’t been married long. It was just one of the many lies he’d have to come up with over the next hours.

  The captain served them a dinner opulent enough for a journey of three hundred days instead of three. As the Titania weighed anchor, the ship’s cook was serving dessert, and Jacob found it increasingly difficult to ignore the movements of the ship while Cunningham quizzed him about adventures that had been completely made up by some newspaper. When the captain, whose mustache was just as dreadful as his King’s, began quizzing Jacob about the butchering techniques of Ogres, Fox used the bloody subject as a pretext to excuse herself. Jacob would have loved to follow her, but Cunningham wouldn’t let him go. Jacob had to console himself with the fact that by the time he’d be able to get away, Fox would have checked all the guards and escape routes on board. Through the stern windows of the captain’s cabin, Jacob could see lanterns of other frigates, and ahead were the moonlit iron flanks of Brunel’s ship.

  “Would Mr. Brunel be on board the Vulcan on a voyage like this?” Jacob was proud of the nonchalance with which he asked the question.

  The captain shook his head with disdain. “To my knowledge he’s never even left Albion. Isn’t that right, Cunningham?”

  His first officer nodded as he poured himself another glass of port. “Brunel’s not too fond of the sea.”

  “And his ship shows it.” The captain downed his glass as though he could wash away the iron ship with it. “Sadly, our King has been smitten with Brunel ever since he built that horseless carriage. You see them everywhere now. Ridiculous. Absolutely ridiculous. That iron monstrosity out there is making us the laughingstock of the world. Our metal babysitter.”

  Jacob’s eyes were glued to the Vulcan while Cunningham and the captain waxed lyrical about past military engagements at sea and the beauty of wooden ships on fire. When the two officers began to discuss the penetration power of modern cannons and the annoyance of smashed-up limbs, Jacob quickly made his excuses—though they would have certainly loved the story about Chanute’s missing arm.

  The silver moon, which resembled the one in the other world so much, was standing between the black clouds. Its red twin stained the waves like rusty metal. Fox was waiting at the bow. Below her, the figurehead stretched over the frothy waters.

  “How’s your stomach?” Nobody except her knew about his dislike of sea travel. Not even Chanute. “You’re lucky the sea is calm.”

  And lucky that an officer of the Regal Navy had recognized him after he mistook Albion’s leading engineer for his father. Maybe his luck had returned. About time...

  “Three guards on the prow,” Fox whispered. “I’ll distract them while you climb over the railing.”

  One of the guards was leaning just a few yards away between the lifeboats, looking in their direction. What did he see? Lovers in the moonlight? And what if that were true, Jacob? What if he allowed himself to forget what Fox had been to him all these years? Even the guard wanted to kiss her. It was written all over his face.

  You’d break her heart, Jacob. Or Fox, his.

  “What are you waiting for?” She put the backpack in his hand.

  “Don’t give him too much hope. He’s nearly two heads taller than you.”

  Fox smiled. “I think you have the more dangerous task.”

  She sauntered toward the guard in a straight line, just as the vixen approached her prey.

  Jacob leaned over the railing. The figurehead had the body of a Dragon but the head of a man. Dunbar had first noticed how much the gilded face resembled statues of the Witch Slayer during his research for a lecture on the history of the Regal Navy. Jacob still thought it was a rather far-fetched theory, but the figure supposedly came alive whenever the fleet was attacked. The head of a Warlock to protect Albion’s fleet. Some black magic was always useful, even in these modern times. Dunbar claimed that Feirefis’s great-great-grandson had begun the tradition of fitting the flagship’s figurehead with the miraculous head, not knowing that it was that of his wizarding ancestor.

  Jacob looked around.

  Robert Lewis Dunbar, I hope you’re not wrong about this!

  He couldn’t see the guard anymore. Where had Fox lured him? Forget about it, Jacob. She’s a grown-up. He took the Rapunzel-hair from the snuff tin where he kept it. The golden hair was one of the few items he hadn’t lost in the Goyl fortress—thanks to Valiant. Jacob rubbed it between his fingers, and the hair grew fiber on fiber until it was stronger than any hemp rope. Jacob tied one end to the railing. The other end he dropped down, and it immediately wrapped itself around the neck of the figurehead. He jumped over the railing and rappelled down the glistening
rope until he could clamber onto the Dragon’s back.

  Don’t look down, Jacob.

  He could stand on any precipice without the slightest reaction from his stomach, but the sight of the water beneath nearly made him vomit all over Guismond’s golden head. The Dragon’s wings, which were pressed against its body, were also covered with golden scales, but its body and neck were made of scarlet-painted wood.

  Jacob loosened the Rapunzel-rope from the bulky neck and tied it around his waist. Then he pulled a fishing net from his backpack and wrapped it around the head and neck so that the head, once he cut it off, wouldn’t just drop into the ocean. His fingers were damp from the spray, and the high waves made him slip twice, but the Rapunzel-rope saved him from falling into the water.

  The head was attached to the Dragon’s neck with a broad metal band, but the knife Jacob pulled from his belt could even cut through steel. He’d stolen it from the kitchen of Valiant’s castle. There was nothing better than a Dwarf knife, and Valiant owed Jacob much more than a knife, anyway, for the scars he bore on his back.

  On the horizon, the first light of morning was eating into the night like mold. Hurry, Jacob. Of course, he expected that Guismond had secured his three bequests with a spell that would allow only his children to touch them without harm. So Jacob pulled on the gloves that had protected him in the tomb before he slipped the knife through the net. It cut through the metal band like fresh bread, and as he touched the head, he felt nothing—the gloves worked. Good. Jacob was halfway through when he heard a sound from above. Fox was standing by the railing. He motioned her to wait up there; the figurehead’s mounting didn’t look strong enough to support them both. Suddenly, the wooden body beneath him bucked. Even though it was only connected by a few inches of metal, the golden head opened its mouth and let out a scream that resounded far across the water.

  Jacob heard the engines even before the planes appeared out of the dawn light. A squadron of double-deckers was headed toward them across the black waves. The sailors were so dumbfounded that the planes managed to reach the ships before a single gun was aimed at them. They bore down on the Albian fleet like an aerie of eagles swooping down on a swarm of defenseless fish. Their red fuselages were painted with the black outline of a salamander—which had replaced the Fairy’s moth on the Goyl crest ever since their King had taken a human wife.

  The figurehead flapped its wings, and Guismond’s head screamed through the net that Jacob had pulled over its gilded skin. He held on tight to the Dragon’s neck as the first bombs exploded between the ships. Screams and shots joined the noise of the howling engines. Explosions tore through the wooden hulls, and men dropped from the riggings like birds. Fire rained from the sky, setting even the sea itself aflame. The head, Jacob! Or you’ll soon be as dead as those already being eaten by the fish down there—even if you manage to survive today.

  Above him, Fox was trying desperately to steady the rope. Jacob clawed his fingers into the net; he ducked just before one of the wings could slice its barbed shoulder through his back. Fox was screaming something at him, but Jacob couldn’t hear her through the noise. And he could hardly see anything, either. His eyes were burning from the biting smoke gathering between the ships. Even the wind reeked of powder and burning wood, but the planes kept up their attacks. The howl of their engines nearly burst Jacob’s eardrums, and the Titania groaned like a wounded animal.

  Jacob! The head! He pulled the knife through the last bit of metal, and finally the head dropped into the net. The gilded face stared up at him, its mouth still wide open in midscream. He pulled a swindlesack from beneath his wet shirt. It clung to his trembling fingers. Jacob tugged it over his loot and then looked up at the railing. Fox held on to the ship with one hand, steadying the Rapunzel-rope with the other. They could barely see each other through the thickening smoke that was enveloping the ship. The deck was on fire, but he had to get up there. Fox was up there, and maybe not all the lifeboats had been put out to water yet.

  She started to haul in the rope, though she could barely hold on. The Titania was swaying too wildly, and Jacob was heavy. The flagship was sinking, together with the entire Albian fleet. Drifting among the burning frigates was the iron ship, its armored flanks torn open and planes swarming over it like scarlet wasps.

  Jacob tucked the swindlesack back under his shirt and began to climb, his feet pushing against the hull to make Fox’s work easier. Underneath, the figurehead still flapped its wings like a beheaded chicken. The warning Fox screamed over the railing came too late. Jacob tried to dodge the wings, but their barbs were as sharp as blades. The black magic inside them cut through the Rapunzel-rope barely a hand’s breadth above Jacob’s head—and he dropped like a stone toward the blazing water.

  MAL DE MER

  Jacob wasn’t sure whether his ears were filled with his own scream or the calls of the drowning men floating all around him. The sea was frigid, despite the burning ships. He grabbed hold of a drifting plank while he desperately tried to spot Fox on the flagship above. But the smoke was too thick. Jacob hoped she’d jumped, because the big ship was going to take everything with it when it sank. He yelled her name, but he could hardly even hear his own voice. The screams and moans were too loud, as though the waves were suddenly roaring through a thousand human throats. An explosion tore up one of the sinking ships, and the Titania started listing dangerously, yet Jacob kept searching for Fox among the floating bodies and debris.

  Where was she?

  He yanked the head of every passing corpse out of the water. Their pale faces floated like wax blossoms between the charred sails and the empty powder kegs. He could barely feel his limbs anymore in the icy water, and the smoke made every breath an ordeal, but he had to find her.

  “Jacob.” Wet arms wrapped around his neck. A cold cheek pressed against his. Fox’s red hair, which stuck to her face, was so wet that it looked almost black. Jacob squeezed her tight and could feel her heartbeat through their wet clothes. He didn’t dare let her go, afraid the waves would wash her away again.

  “You have the head?”

  “Yes.”

  “We have to get away from here.”

  Away to where? Jacob looked around. What was Dunbar going to think when he opened his paper in the morning? Iron ships, airplanes, bombs falling from the skies...would he wonder whether they’d drowned with the head? Would he finally begin to fear the new magic of technology as much as he feared that of the Witch Slayer?

  “The coast can’t be far. We were sailing southeast for hours.”

  Whatever she said, the planes were gone, but there would definitely not be any rescue mission.

  “Come.” Fox pulled him with her. She seemed certain in direction the coast lay.

  Swim, Jacob.

  The smoke followed them for a long time. The smoke. The debris. The cries for help. But finally there was nothing around them but the sea, heaving like a giant animal digesting all the bodies it had just drowned. Fox looked at him with concern. She was a good swimmer, but Jacob’s arms were getting heavy, and every wave left him gasping for air. Fox came to swim by his side, but he only got slower and slower. Don’t hold on to her, Jacob! He would pull her down with him. His skin was numb, and he felt himself losing consciousness.

  “Jacob!” Fox wrapped her arms around him and pulled his head out of the water. “You won’t make it to the shore. Let yourself sink. Do you hear?”

  Sink? What was she talking about? He tried to breathe, but even the air seemed to be made of salt water.

  “It’s your only chance. They don’t come to the surface.”

  They? Fox pulled him down before he could understand what she meant. Water rushed into his mouth and nose. He tried to resist, but Fox wouldn’t let go. She pulled him deeper and deeper, no matter how much he struggled. Jacob tried to push her away—he wanted to breathe, only breathe—but then suddenly he felt other hands. Warm and slender, like the hands of children. They pushed one of their scales into his mou
th, and his lungs began to breathe the water as though they’d never done anything else. The bodies floating around him and Fox were transparent, like frosted glass. Fish or human—they were both. The Lotharainians called them Mal de Mer, but they had a different name on every coast. It was said that they capsized boats to take the souls of the dead to their cities at the bottom of the sea. The Empress had a specimen of a Mal de Mer in her Chambers of Miracles, but death had turned its crystalline beauty into dull wax.

  They swarmed around Fox as though she were one of them, weaving flowers into her hair, stroking her face, but she would not let go of Jacob, and when they tried to pull him deeper, she pushed the naiads away. It was like a dance between her and them, until at some point Jacob felt a wave wash him onto firm ground. He felt damp sand, shells crushing between his fingers. His eyes burnt from the salty water, but he managed to open them to see clouds and a gray sky above. Fox was crouched next to him. She was also too weak to get to her feet, but they dragged each other along, away from the water’s hissing waves that still sounded so hungry, until, exhausted, they finally dropped side by side onto the sand.

  Jacob spat out the scale the Mal de Mer had pushed between his lips, and he greedily gulped the damp air into his burning lungs. It was salty and cold and more delicious than anything he’d ever tasted.

  Breathing. Just to be breathing.

  Fox reached for the blossoms the Mal de Mer had put into her hair. Underwater they’d shone in all the colors of the rainbow, but now they were wilted and dull. Fox threw them into the waves as if trying to give them back their life. Then she knelt down again next to Jacob and dug her hands deep into the gray sand.

  “That was close.” Her voice sounded as though she couldn’t believe that they were still alive.